happy new yr...

New Year's Day is every man's birthday-
Charles lamb...

happy new yr to one and all.....

p.s-

as usual no resolutions this yr too...

3 years...

16th dec happens to my 3th blog anniversary day...

update

27 more days for the exam....[my 7th till now and 6 more to go]

diminishing financial status with ever growing expenses[for forms etc]...

unemployment crisis...

weight gain..

this cold stress and added laziness in the morning due to that...

daily bombardment of pure nonsensical friends updates in fb....

Wishes...

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody-

myself..

belated dasara and advance diwali wishes to all....

Closing this blog forever...

Changing priorities in life...

Loads of crap people...

Hypocrites...

less passion...

fb...

exams...

picture blogging

few of the reasons for me to close this blog permanently....and this time am pretty sure that am not coming back here again...When i initially started writing it was just me and this space but gradually i started changing and started writing for others.It was just wasnt me here.Frankly i think many here just read my blog coz i manage to read theirs like u scratch mine and me yours[like Raksha says] thing.And with fb this year i slowly started loosing interest in posting frequently and my posts response have been dropped accordingly.

Other main reason is that i was never truly passionate about what i write and always felt that am more interested in humor/medicine blogs and some few personal ones rather than reviews,stories and poetry.For these things i have net,newspapers and why would i be spending my time in reading such things here[sorry no offence to anyone].

After much thinking i have finally decided to put an end to this.This space will be always be special to me for many reasons-improved my language/some great cool friends.

Some day will surely come back with real me and would definitely inform you guys then...til then bye guys!! :)

p.s-

already nostalgic:(

would continue to read the blogs i have liked..so people plz keep writing...

memory stunts...

'there is nothing like good and bad memory but only trained and untrained one'

-Harry lorayne

many say success in any field is 99% effort + 1%luck but i think in medical field its 99% memory and just 1% luck...coz medical science is more of fact based and the little bit of clinics u do is no where near the amount of theory u need to know.Many of our seniors[read profs] say key is to understand the things and do them practically but i think most the things u read/hear cant be seen and its impractical to expect to learn everything just by clinical knowledge.And this problem of retaining things is more so when u r preparing for competitive exams like pg,upsce etc where more than what to remember its more of how to remember.

Just think for a sec..how in gods name are u going to remember the mc se of Carbamazepine drug or the drugs causing SLE by just understanding the subject or agonist of any particular receptor..?? Either u have to study it byheart like we did during high school [even mathematical problems weren't spared then] or just use some memory techniques like acronyms,mnemonics and apply them accordingly.

Making a mnemonic or any acronym is like creating a music..its depends on your personality[like an art] and time and interest u invest in doing it....if u really want to remember anything u just have to invest accordingly and frankly there is no other short cut.

Throught my UG like [and even now] i was quite famous for this among my friends and in fact some of my mnemonics which i had made then are helping me even now for my exams..Some of them are-

rIght-right side heart murmurs Increase on inspiration..

among LAs anything with 2i is an amide...

WTF* pelcan-wimburger,tremmerfeld,franklin line and pelcan spur...scurvy radiological signs

cArbamazepine-Ataxia[mc]>Anemia[most serious]

Sulfonylureas[oral hypoglycemic] patients must be Small-so given in thin patients and metformin in obese...

Imagine a tree @ ur sacred place....Trazadone causes priaprism[painful erection]

Lamotrigine causes a line in your skin-cause Steven Johnson syndrome

Clip on your hair-doc for Hairy CL is Cladribine

key is just to use the techniques accordingly and among these the most powerful one is visual ones[like trazadone] coz what ever u hear/see is visualized inside your brain and in this way why not use it constructively and remember few things!!

p.s-

*wtf-wow thats funny

1-it may be worlds fastest rubic cube solver or some UPSCE topper..its just pure memory which helps them do things they do more efficiently...

2-talking like an expert here doesn't make me one...its just my opinion and little bit of knowledge i have gained during my medical life....

random thoughts of an unemployed mind...

days are getting colder and my schedule tighter..more classes with less time to cover them and the time spent in preparations are inversely proportion to your retention in neocortex...think good planning and time management are the keys now...

watching Inception was a big mistake...its a nice movie but no where entertaining and instead shd have seen despicable me..animation movies are always the best bet when it comes to entertainment and frankly even the worst made are quite entertaining..

blogstipation is an epidemic now...many fellow bloggers have virtually stopped writing and it has caught t on me too..i really dont think anyone is interested whether i shit,eat or sleep...this is one reason i never use twitter [last update was 27 days back saying 'i hate twitter']

lilliput living next door is quite amazing..i always hear him either crying or screaming [till his throat burst out]...and i still i haven't unleashed my ultimate weapon against him ie..chocolates...best way to make a kid your fan/follower..;)

house s07 coming ..starting 23 sept...

according to medicine personality is an unmodifiable major criteria for heart diseases...just think about it!..that means personality u have cant be changed at all [as many books say] and once u get its the end...

incepted by Inception

top class movie with a complicated story line and an awesome direction....

Ego/superego

id-want to go out with friends,movies etc

ego-its not the right time for worldly pleasures since many exams are fast approaching

superego-wont affect my moral consciousness though..

had an awesome psychiatry class[i mean actual classroom class not sessions] this week..just loved it...subj looks nice in the books.

p.s-

just got my net conn back..

ANy one been to inception??....

life @ new home is quite diffn...its an apartment with many children around [who scream all the time] and nosy old ladies...

one of my friends working in PHC is being transferred from his work place for his honesty...am sorry for him and have advised to be less sincere next time..

i just love this..Kangna by Dr Zueus..good old punjabi pop songs [almost extinct now days]

closed..

no more posts for few months....

be water my friend...

.

bruce lees last interview...

a tag on its way

so here it goes [Y-stands for Yes]

1. graduated high school-Y [of course every sane indian does]
2 kissed someone-Y
3. Smoked a cigarette
4. Got so drunk you passed out. [never-hate alcoholics]
5. Rode every ride at an amusement park.-Y [wonderla..it rocks!!]
6 collected something stupid-Y [tazoos..looks stupid now.]
7. Gone to a rock concert. [never]
8 helped someone-Y [cute street dogs]
9. Gone fishing
10. Watched four movies in one night.
11 lied to someone-Y [everybody lies as HOUSE says]
12. Snorted cocaine.-Y[y-yuck!!] [fuck no!!]
13. Smoked weed.
14. failed in a subject-never dude!!;)
15. been in a car accident
16. Been in a tornado. [sorry i live in karnataka not africa]
17. Watched someone die-Y [every hour a person used to die @ our so called emergency department]
18. Been to a funeral-Y
19. burned yourself [y the hell wil i....!!]
20. Run a marathon. [never-that would be my last day on this planet]
21. cried yourself to sleep [would never]
22. spent over 10k in a day [am not a woman]
23. flown in an aeroplane
24. Cheated on someone-Y [my bros]
25. been cheated on [not yet]
26. Written a 10 page letter.
27. Gone skiing.
28. been sailing-Y
29. cut yourself [have cut though-internship makes u an official butcher ]
30. had a best friend-Y [i still have]
31. lost some one u loved-Y
32. Got into trouble for something you didn’t do
33. stolen a book from a library [would never though want to flick something once in foodworld atleast for fun sake]
34. Gone to a different country.
35. watched harry potter series [am an adult now!]
36. had an online dairy-Y[not a dairy but a personal photoblog]
37. Fired a gun-Y [air rifle][plz its not a double meaning qn]
38. Gambled in a casino.[Bang has one?]
39. been in a school play
40. Been fired from a job. [never been to one so no qn of getting fired]
41. Taken a lie detector test.
42. Swam with dolphins.
43. Voted for someone on a reality TV show. [as i said earlier am not a woman]
44. written poetry
45. Read more than 20 books a year-Y [medical makes u do it!]
46. Gone to Europe.
47.loved someone u shdnt have-Y [yeah pinky the dog...]
48. used a color book over age 12
49. had a surgery -Y
50. had stitches-Y [then how do u thing they close an incision]
51. taken a taxi [here there r only autos driven by assholes]
52. had >5 im injections in a day [though have given >30/day]
53. Been in a fist fight-Y [yeah with by bro...repented it later]
54. suffered any form of abuse
55.had a pet-Y [all are pseudopets...street dogs]
56. Petted a wild animal.[u mean wives?]
57. had your own credit card and bought something with it-Y
58. Dyed your hair
59. got a tattoo-Y [boomer]
60. had something pierced [something means wht?!!!....never]
61. got straight As-Y [always!!:P]
62. Known someone personally with HIV or AIDS. [not yet]
63. Taken pictures with a webcam.
64. lost something expensive-Y [yeah pinky the dog]
65. gone to sleep with music one-Y [wrong qn i think]

and would like to tag arpitha and rajeev ....

too hot..

shifting home..

packing things...

update on life

studies seem to never end..it goes on and on and on...Nimhans entrance nearby[this sunday] and frankly i have only a single digit chance of making it....its not abt the preparation or level of competition here [around 10k write for 6 seats] but one thing called LUCK [which i think dont have]...

saw "shes out of my league" movie today...pretty good time-pass one and the character kirk resembles a lot to one my close friends.

every time i eat something out i have a bad stomach upset the next day...dont know whether its my immunity or the unhygienicity of the street food.

not getting psychiatry during feb exam was in deed a blessing in disguise for me....i dont think thats field is for me...[dealing with addicts and depressed souls is so contagious]

should re-pick up the habit of reading good books and playing video games...i so much miss my xbox....when ever i see any top game on the net i just feel am missing something in my life and the first thing am going to do after joining a pg is buy a new set.

'we are what we repeatedly do'-trying to make some changes in my daily routine like getting up early [ie by 8am!;)]..hope it works out well.

p.s-

thats it for now!!...time for a snooze [dont have the habit of snoring in the afternoons]

the way...

The road to success is not straight.
There is a curve called Failure,
A loop called Confusion,
Speed bumps called Friends,
Red lights called Enemies,
Caution lights called Family,
You will have flats called Jobs,
But, if you have a spare called Determination,
An engine called Perseverance,
Insurance called Faith,
A driver called God,
You will make it to a place called Success.

p.s-

source-praves world

fighting gravity...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBJSFOpuRN4&feature=popular

fighting gravity-on Americas got talent..its so fucking awesome!!:).......

birthday post...

its already june and feels like just yesterday i have finished by internship...this is one part of my medical life which i will cherish forever....those night duties,funny patients,cute babies,free breakies from pgs...miss them all.

6 birthdays coming up in 9 days...5 of my friends[including mine-today]...its only when ur twin wishes for ur birthday u can reply back "wish u the same";)

my daily routine has been going crazy...almost daily i get up late and end up being an insomniac at nights...shd bring it back to my old ones.

is it only me that am finding fb boring these days..its the same old updates/videos....

people always tend to forget 2 things in life-grass is always greener[seems like] on the other side and that in swimming u can control only ur swimming and not how others do it.

p.s-

i really get pissed when people wish for ur birthday on seeing fb,orkut etc...seems like they just wish for the sake of it.

timepass...

too many street dogs cropping up across my street...atleast there r 5-7 young ones....planning to treat them with biscuits in the near future.

watched 'Shutter island' movie[in psp]..a great psychological thriller with good twist in the end[another Scorsese masterpiece].

p.s-

Wavin Flag-K'naan featuring Ajram-fifa 2010 WC song.

Quote of the day

All of us tend to put off living.We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

-Dale Carnegie

p.s-

back to bangalore....:)

having fun...

icecreams[local],
sleep,
beach walks
idle conversations with the 1yr old niece
rain

sums up my days here....@ native in saligrama[near mangalore]....taking a brk from my daily routine.

p.s-
wont be able to catch up with house latest episode here:(

BreakYour Heart

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris

patience really helps..

Over years i have found out[by experience] that what ever situation ur in a little bit more patience at that very moment makes a lot of difference....like when you are constantly getting irritated while studying by others[mom especially] or when confronting an irritated child[due to sickness] and its parents or in obg labour rooms where the ever pouring admission [atleast 25-40 new in a 12 hr shift totaling around 60] makes u loose ur cool and frequently usually end up shouting at them.

At the start of my internship last yr i had made a decision..never frustrate out on an ailing patient's kins,a child's parents[from my personal experience] and on a pregnant lady having labour pains [which is equivalent to an amputated finger].Looking back at it now makes me really contended and happy that atleast somewhere i was right for a moment and treated the people the way they deserve.

p.s-

one of my close friends still regrets for shouting at those innocent pregnant ladies.

i loose my cool when it comes to incompetent nurses and ward boys.

saw legend of bagger vance yesterday....nice entertaining watch...[starring Matt damon and Will smith]

pic of the day...

p.s-

this was taken inside NICU...a neonate on phototherapy..

i so miss my paeds postings:(

chennai visit...

chennai visit=hot humid climate+alien langauge+traveller's diarrhoea+tsunami scare+beach visit[which was like a kalasipalya market].......

MAD-ras

>1ok people,50 seats[o:],only 4 centres in India=aiims exam...leaving today to MAD-ras....hope i dont end up being just a burnt chicken there...

just few updates...[am alive]

with aiims exam nearby [this sunday] i shd be totally into books now which unfortunately am not [regret about this every minute]...sometimes i totally loose motivation [also the opposite] and end up watching movies,browsing etc...[almost 31/2 movies in 4 days]

this summer heat is really making me addicted to ice-creams...almost every alternate day i eat one and luckily havent fallen sick yet.[really miss those lollies which i used to have during my school days]

watched Talladega nights yesterday...with Will Ferrell in it as a driver who grows up becoming a driver.Thoroughly enjoyed it [being his fan] with its silly humor and good storyline.

More i read psychiatry the more i think am having hypochondriasis[especially bipolar disorder]....may be am too much into the subj and some self evaluation.

finally have got all my graduation snaps..totally love them and will always cherish that day.Only regret is that i havent taken any snap together with my best friend [since ukg we are together].We were so involved during that event that neither of us realized wht we were missing.

p.s-

remember this classic song of Baba sehgal "dil dhadake"...totally miss those old rappers [apache indian and jazzy B]

a story..

A young boy travelled far from his home to study under a great teacher. When he met the wise old man, his first question was, 'How long will it take me before I am as wise as you?'

"The response came swiftly, 'Five years.'

"'This is a very long time,' the boy replied. 'How about if I

work twice as hard?'

'"Then it will take ten,' said the master.

'"Ten! That's far too long. How about if I studied all day and

well into the night, every night?'

'"Fifteen years,' said the sage.

"'I don't understand,' replied the boy. 'Every time I promise to

devote more energy to my goal, you tell me that it will take longer.

Why?'

'"The answer is simple. With one eye fixed on the destination,

there is only one left to guide you along the journey'"

its an excerpt from Robin sharma's "The monk who sold his ferrari" book and has always been my favuorite when it comes to philosophy.

Quote of the week...

Its not that some people have will power and others dont.Its that some people are ready to change and others are not.-

James Jordon.

p.s-

have a nice weekend!!:)

legal now..

finally,atlast[and after little bit of luck must say] i got my name registered in my state council..tht means am a legally certified doc who can start practising and moreover people from now on can sue me for my misadventures[pretty scared]!....getting this work done itself was a big pain in the ass....extension,getting the duplicate challan and those stupid office people[our collg is a govn one] who make u go around 100 times to get a sign done.

Studying for long hours[though not consistent] has become a routine now...but i still feel internship was better with just work and little bit of academic thing.

Havent watched a single good movie from a month..quite a record for me....waiting for IM2..planning to see this one in big screen[hope this isnt a pseudo-3D like CotTs].

p.s-

spending 3 hrs[council people made me wait till evening so had no other go] alone[!!] in Mcd yest was just too aweful...now half an hour had to buy something to keep myself and those cleaners busy..[empty table here doesnt show tht i havent eaten anything!]