My little angel

She is my angel
One who stays in my hearts angle
My sinus rhythm she controls
And limbic system she rules
She is in surgery but
Always at mercy
Warrior in the ward but
Flower she gets as her work reward
Chotus sweetie she is
And his little pie
She is not a Mysore lioness
But for chotu she is his little princess............

A small poem dedicated to my lady...my little angel.

good 'old' days....

@ home after such a long time...for 3 days...

bengaluru was the city i grew up,had most of my education and place where most of my childhood memories are associated with....days where we used to go to school in cycles,a single poppins was everthing,had to save money for days to get a single cooldrink [pepsi/coke then were like amrutham],many big fights with bros,celebrating all the festivals together...

but now after joining my pg in pondicherry i badly miss all these...i miss fighting with my twin,ammas morning coffee,evening chat shop visits,feeding street dogs here etc..[list goes on]...

time passes away and life moves on but leaves a hundred memories to be cherished upon.....

p.s-

my turn to tc of my parents now and try to be a good son to them...

my every visit to this city now makes me nostalgic...

pics of the day....

read this notice at SBI[state bank of india] near my college.....they forgot to mention THE weapon we always carry!!..lol

my new doggie friend at sankey tank[jogging place].....so cute:)

shake hand plz!.....my 1 week old cousin...unfortunately has developed physiologic jaundice[though nothing serious] now and was in treatment[phototherapy] til today.....

25 must know facts......

Been tagged by numb
to write 25 random facts, goals or quirks about myself.
thanks bro.....
so here i go....

1) am a typical male person...u know wht tht means!!:P

2) love chocolates....u usually find many of them inside my college bag...

3) when i was a kid was too obsessed with tazos,cards and all.....had spent quite a sum on them.

4) love watches..have atleast a dozen of them, latest being titan octane series one presented by my twin

5) am allergic to rasam[sar in kannada]...really hate it....

6) am a lefty [in case u didnt know:)]

7) have many good friends but only few good close friends[5-6]...and i usually try to stay in touch with them

8) love playing xbox[and also psp]...but now days due to unavailability of the latest games have lost interest in them!!

9) when was in pu had a desire to eat all the best available biscuits for lunch..still haven't fulfilled that desire:(...[sounds silly no?]

10) most of my relatives remember only my pet name[sanna]and not the actual one....guess it has become so popular!!:P

11) some times am too moody...dont know the reason and i want to improve upon it

12) really hate taking bath[in the morning]...thats the hardest part of my daily morning routine...

13) till now i think i have had atleast 7-10 crushes.....:D

14) only other profession i would like to swap my present one is cooking...!!

15) first thing i do when i get up is put my mobile for charging[even before pissing and all]

16) love and appr women with good assests[asthi pasthi]!!:P

17) my twin and myself are totally opp to each other[looks ,behavior wise etc]...but still we like each other...!!

18) love taking photographs.[may be am a born photographer:P]

19) some day would love to write my autobiography with the pictures!!

20) one quality of people i hate is the importance they feel they get when they associate themselves with other successful people but in their life they are big loosers...most of them do this!!

21) when i started blogging i was giving too much importance to the no of comments but now i write only for myself!!:) [self realization]

22) first thing i will do with my first salary is buy gifts to my close ones....

23) may be some day[after 50yrs] i would like to settle in some village living independantly and enjoying life.....

24) when was in high school had the habit of sneeking through the film magazines[for obvious reasons!] at my cousins place...that was my only source then..:P.....now a days too bored of doing that....;)

25) people say ur childhood is the best part of ur life but i think u shd learn to live and appr ur life as it goes..no point in brooding over ur past however pleasant it must have been...

really tired now.....

Another year goes by

Another year goes by,only 1 day until a new year begins and now is the right time to reflect on the passing year.

There have been many high and few low points[which am not going to cribble abt and write here] and would like to share some of them with you guys....

Highs
1) icmr project-this year got my recognition certificate for the completion of the ICMR project in Pathology,it was really a very nice eye opening learning experience working with our hospital's best pathologists and the patients together.

2) learning medicine-only after coming into the final i really realized and learned the art of med,its highs and lows,minute and the ability to diagnose diseases from the patients[they are the ones who really teach u!]..as Voltaire had once said "the art of medicine consists in amusing the patient while nature cures the disease"...hope some day very soon i get this wisdom:)

3) blogging-this was my first yr into blogging and i enjoyed it and am happy to have made so many good friends.

some of my so called "Resolutions" for the coming year-
1)start preparing for pg entrance exams as soon as i get into internship[this is a must!]
2)continue with my jogging once again
3)learn from my internship as much as possible
hope i do them sincerely

wish u guys a very happy and prosperous New Year ahead:)


p.s-my final year exams are from 5th to 13th jan-7 papers in 9 days..until then this blog will be inactive:)

all abt love....

got tagged by Satish
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
will ask her the reason for doing so and will move on....u wont get anything by brooding over it...

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be happy

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
my elder brothers...[coz cant do it in real life:P]

4. Why do you blog?
to express myself also its a good timepass...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
thats not possible..my best friend is a male and am not gay:D

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
both!!...2way traffic is better than one way no!!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
wont wait..will just tell her my feelings and will know her exact opinion...

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
will be happy for her....am not a selfish fox!!..

9. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?
poverty!!!....it really kills people!

10. What takes you down the fastest?
showoff!..[by girls]

11. What resurrects you the fastest?
good food,friends

12. What’s your strength?
frankness

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
frank and hard working:)

4. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
the former!!

15. Whats the purpose of such Tags?
the same purpose parties serve in real life....strengthen the relationships

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
2 people??...guess thats not possible...even if it happens it just lust or attraction...

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes!!!!!

18. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
may be.....cant say....u wont get anything with the grudges

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
its a double edged sword!!....difficult to decide

20. Tag 6 people.
rajeev
akshaya
debasish
vani
jane
rahul

pics

today was my close friends birthday..we had lots of icecreams!!!....:)...

opened up my pc to do some cleaning...it was so filled with dust...!!!

award 2

Have been awarded honest blogger award by rahul[hullabaloo24*7]..
thanks buddy really appreciate it..hope i keep up with it...:)
would like pass this award to ceedy,princess mia, rajeev, grey, and Debasish....:)

award...

'Blogging Friends Forever' Award was conferred to me by princess mia
..thank her for the award!!:)[and glad that u think am a great blogging friend!]

baby.....

here u can see a baby been tagged detaling abt its weight,sex etc.....it was delivered by caesarian section since it was a breech presentation[buttocks down].....

had cake fudge today with my friend...it was awesome..:)

happy birthday...!!!

i wish my twin brother Pradyumna happy birthday in advance....we are turning 22 tomorrow!!!..:)...he gifted me a parker pen set today..this is the first time i received a gift from my twin bro in my life.....:)

“Father Forgets”

“Father Forgets” is one of those little pieces which dashed
of in a moment of sincere feeling - strikes an
echoing chord in so many readers
It originally appeared as an editorial in the People's Home Journnl.Since its first appearance , “Father
Forgets" has been reproduced on countless
occasions and programs.

Listen, son: I am saying this as you lie asleep, one little
paw crumpled under your cheek and the blond curls stickily
wet on your damp forehead. I have stolen into your room
alone. Just a few minutes ago, as I sat reading my paper
in the library, a stifling wave of remorse swept over me.
Guiltily I came to your bedside.
There are the things I was thinking, son: I had been cross
to you. I scolded you as you were dressing for school because
you gave your face merely a dab with a towel. I took
you to task for not cleaning your shoes. I called out angrily
when you threw some of your things on the floor.
At breakfast I found fault, too. You spilled things. You
gulped down your food. You put your elbows on the table.
You spread butter too thick on your bread. And as you
started off to play and I made for my train, you turned
and waved a hand and called, “Goodbye, Daddy!” and
I frowned, and said in reply, “Hold your shoulders
back!”
Then it began all over again in the late afternoon. As I
came up the road I spied you, down on your knees, playing
marbles. There were holes in your stockings. I humiliated
you before your boyfriends by marching you ahead of me to
the house. Stockings were expensive - and if you had to
buy them you would be more careful! Imagine that, son,
from a father!
Do you remember, later, when I was reading in the library,
how you came in timidly, with a sort of hurt look in
your eyes? When I glanced up over my paper, impatient at
the interruption, you hesitated at the door. “What is it you
want?” I snapped.
You said nothing, but ran across in one tempestuous
plunge, and threw your arms around my neck and kissed
me, and your small arms tightened with an affection that
God had set blooming in your heart and which even neglect
could not wither. And then you were gone, pattering up the
stairs.
Well, son, it was shortly afterwards that my paper slipped
from my hands and a terrible sickening fear came over me.
What has habit been doing to me? The habit of finding fault,
of reprimanding - this was my reward to you for being a
boy. It was not that I did not love you; it was that I expected
too much of youth. I was measuring you by the yardstick of
my own years.
And there was so much that was good and fine and true in
your character. The little heart of you was as big as the
dawn itself over the wide hills. This was shown by your
spontaneous impulse to rush in and kiss me good night.
Nothing else matters tonight, son. I have come to your bed-side
in the darkness, and I have knelt there, ashamed!
It is a feeble atonement; I know you would not understand
these things if I told them to you during your waking
hours. But tomorrow I will be a real daddy! I will chum
with you, and suffer when you suffer, and laugh when you
laugh. I will bite my tongue when impatient words come. I
will keep saying as if it were a ritual: “He is nothing but a
boy - a little boy!”
I am afraid I have visualized you as a man. Yet as I see
you now, son, crumpled and weary in your cot, I see that
you are still a baby. Yesterday you were in your mother’s
arms, your head on her shoulder. I have asked too much,

tagged again...

yeah i have been tagged again and this time its by grey
here it goes

( ) Crashed a friend's car ( And didn't tell him)
( ) Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
( ) Been dumped
( X) Shoplifted ( confess..just a chocolate)
( ) Been fired
( X) Been in a fist fight [bro]
( X) Snuck out of your parent's house
(X ) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (many :P)
( ) Been arrested ( technically no but close )
( ) Gone on a blind date ( it hurts so bad )
(X) Lied to a friend ( some times)
( X) Skipped school ( i am the product of skipping school)
( X) Seen someone die ( twice..both in the wards)
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) Eaten sushi
( ) Been skiing
( X) Met someone from the Internet
(x) Been to a concert ( Local bands )
(x) Taken painkillers (nsaids-nonsteroidal anti inflammatery drugs)
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now (miss my friend)
( X) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by ( Miss those days)
( ) Made a snow angel
(x) Had a tea party
(x) Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle ( and found shit in sand as well)
(X ) Gone puddle jumping ( glory days)
(x) Played dress up
(X ) Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) Gone sledging
(x) Cheated while playing a game (xbox)
( ) Been lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
( ) Used a fake ID
(x) Watched the sun set ( still do)
(X ) felt an earthquake ( when i was in high school)
( ) Slept beneath the stars
(x) Been tickled
( X) Been robbed
(x) Been misunderstood (
( ) Petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo ( goat)
(x) Won a contest ( once)
( ) Run a red light/stop sign
( ) Been suspended from school
( ) Been in a car crash
( ) Had braces
(x) Felt like an outcast/third person
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X ) Had déjà vu
( ) Danced in the moonlight
( X) Witnessed a crime
(x) Questioned your heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) Squished mud through your bare feet
( ) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Been on the opposite side of the world, or close ( Kuwait so far)
( ) Swam in the ocean
( ) Felt like dying
( X) Cried yourself to sleep (after watching a movie)
(X ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X ) Made prank phone calls
( X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X ) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach ( did on a ground)
( ) Crashed a party
( ) Gone roller-skating
(x) Had a wish come true
( ) jumped off a bridge ( small one though)

random conversation

me: now a days i dont enjoy chatting with you!
my friend"s reply-thts because i dont reply properly [admire the persons honesty here]

me-no thats because our conversation is always on way!
my friend"s reply-yeah..i am an extrovert

me-your are wrong
my friend"s reply-then am in a introvert?

me-yeah..introvert means those who are less social
my friend"s reply-okk...[ honesty!]

me-i think you should change
my friend"s reply-i dont want to think anything for a few days

me-why?..internals?
my friend"s reply-no..some other problem

me-you could have shared it with me?..anyways atb for internals bye!
my friend"s reply-i have shared too many conversations with many people and so have to stop talking about myself and start listening to other people more...i am fine, bye....lets study!!!


the person is one of those few fellows who is extremely frank and honest!!!..[everyone cant be like that:)]

the butterfly effect!

books!.......

books......have always appreciated them whether they are fition or nonfiction.....the ones which have influenced me over years are

1)"how to stop worrying and start living" by Dale Carnegie...dont think this is as any other HR books which is full of philosophy...this book really gives you some practical tips about worrying..my favourite one is "life is too small to worry about small things"......

2)"How to win friends" by the same author...this is for those idiots who doesnt know a thing about relations and how to talk to people...this book explains the real nature of a persons conversation and how to go about it!...my favourite one is "when talking to people remember they are not creatures of intelligence[as many of them think] but creatures of emotion"

3)"the monk who sold his ferrari" by Robin Sharma...this book is one of the best by RS.....one of the few books which is able to convey its message to the reader in a sinple way....gives somke usefull tips about how to handle life and stres.....my favourite one is "Success is a journey not a destination"..........