be water my friend...

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bruce lees last interview...

a tag on its way

so here it goes [Y-stands for Yes]

1. graduated high school-Y [of course every sane indian does]
2 kissed someone-Y
3. Smoked a cigarette
4. Got so drunk you passed out. [never-hate alcoholics]
5. Rode every ride at an amusement park.-Y [wonderla..it rocks!!]
6 collected something stupid-Y [tazoos..looks stupid now.]
7. Gone to a rock concert. [never]
8 helped someone-Y [cute street dogs]
9. Gone fishing
10. Watched four movies in one night.
11 lied to someone-Y [everybody lies as HOUSE says]
12. Snorted cocaine.-Y[y-yuck!!] [fuck no!!]
13. Smoked weed.
14. failed in a subject-never dude!!;)
15. been in a car accident
16. Been in a tornado. [sorry i live in karnataka not africa]
17. Watched someone die-Y [every hour a person used to die @ our so called emergency department]
18. Been to a funeral-Y
19. burned yourself [y the hell wil i....!!]
20. Run a marathon. [never-that would be my last day on this planet]
21. cried yourself to sleep [would never]
22. spent over 10k in a day [am not a woman]
23. flown in an aeroplane
24. Cheated on someone-Y [my bros]
25. been cheated on [not yet]
26. Written a 10 page letter.
27. Gone skiing.
28. been sailing-Y
29. cut yourself [have cut though-internship makes u an official butcher ]
30. had a best friend-Y [i still have]
31. lost some one u loved-Y
32. Got into trouble for something you didn’t do
33. stolen a book from a library [would never though want to flick something once in foodworld atleast for fun sake]
34. Gone to a different country.
35. watched harry potter series [am an adult now!]
36. had an online dairy-Y[not a dairy but a personal photoblog]
37. Fired a gun-Y [air rifle][plz its not a double meaning qn]
38. Gambled in a casino.[Bang has one?]
39. been in a school play
40. Been fired from a job. [never been to one so no qn of getting fired]
41. Taken a lie detector test.
42. Swam with dolphins.
43. Voted for someone on a reality TV show. [as i said earlier am not a woman]
44. written poetry
45. Read more than 20 books a year-Y [medical makes u do it!]
46. Gone to Europe.
47.loved someone u shdnt have-Y [yeah pinky the dog...]
48. used a color book over age 12
49. had a surgery -Y
50. had stitches-Y [then how do u thing they close an incision]
51. taken a taxi [here there r only autos driven by assholes]
52. had >5 im injections in a day [though have given >30/day]
53. Been in a fist fight-Y [yeah with by bro...repented it later]
54. suffered any form of abuse
55.had a pet-Y [all are pseudopets...street dogs]
56. Petted a wild animal.[u mean wives?]
57. had your own credit card and bought something with it-Y
58. Dyed your hair
59. got a tattoo-Y [boomer]
60. had something pierced [something means wht?!!!....never]
61. got straight As-Y [always!!:P]
62. Known someone personally with HIV or AIDS. [not yet]
63. Taken pictures with a webcam.
64. lost something expensive-Y [yeah pinky the dog]
65. gone to sleep with music one-Y [wrong qn i think]

and would like to tag arpitha and rajeev ....

too hot..

shifting home..

packing things...

update on life

studies seem to never end..it goes on and on and on...Nimhans entrance nearby[this sunday] and frankly i have only a single digit chance of making it....its not abt the preparation or level of competition here [around 10k write for 6 seats] but one thing called LUCK [which i think dont have]...

saw "shes out of my league" movie today...pretty good time-pass one and the character kirk resembles a lot to one my close friends.

every time i eat something out i have a bad stomach upset the next day...dont know whether its my immunity or the unhygienicity of the street food.

not getting psychiatry during feb exam was in deed a blessing in disguise for me....i dont think thats field is for me...[dealing with addicts and depressed souls is so contagious]

should re-pick up the habit of reading good books and playing video games...i so much miss my xbox....when ever i see any top game on the net i just feel am missing something in my life and the first thing am going to do after joining a pg is buy a new set.

'we are what we repeatedly do'-trying to make some changes in my daily routine like getting up early [ie by 8am!;)]..hope it works out well.

p.s-

thats it for now!!...time for a snooze [dont have the habit of snoring in the afternoons]

the way...

The road to success is not straight.
There is a curve called Failure,
A loop called Confusion,
Speed bumps called Friends,
Red lights called Enemies,
Caution lights called Family,
You will have flats called Jobs,
But, if you have a spare called Determination,
An engine called Perseverance,
Insurance called Faith,
A driver called God,
You will make it to a place called Success.

p.s-

source-praves world

fighting gravity...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBJSFOpuRN4&feature=popular

fighting gravity-on Americas got talent..its so fucking awesome!!:).......

birthday post...

its already june and feels like just yesterday i have finished by internship...this is one part of my medical life which i will cherish forever....those night duties,funny patients,cute babies,free breakies from pgs...miss them all.

6 birthdays coming up in 9 days...5 of my friends[including mine-today]...its only when ur twin wishes for ur birthday u can reply back "wish u the same";)

my daily routine has been going crazy...almost daily i get up late and end up being an insomniac at nights...shd bring it back to my old ones.

is it only me that am finding fb boring these days..its the same old updates/videos....

people always tend to forget 2 things in life-grass is always greener[seems like] on the other side and that in swimming u can control only ur swimming and not how others do it.

p.s-

i really get pissed when people wish for ur birthday on seeing fb,orkut etc...seems like they just wish for the sake of it.

timepass...

too many street dogs cropping up across my street...atleast there r 5-7 young ones....planning to treat them with biscuits in the near future.

watched 'Shutter island' movie[in psp]..a great psychological thriller with good twist in the end[another Scorsese masterpiece].

p.s-

Wavin Flag-K'naan featuring Ajram-fifa 2010 WC song.

Quote of the day

All of us tend to put off living.We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

-Dale Carnegie

p.s-

back to bangalore....:)

having fun...

icecreams[local],
sleep,
beach walks
idle conversations with the 1yr old niece
rain

sums up my days here....@ native in saligrama[near mangalore]....taking a brk from my daily routine.

p.s-
wont be able to catch up with house latest episode here:(

BreakYour Heart

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris

patience really helps..

Over years i have found out[by experience] that what ever situation ur in a little bit more patience at that very moment makes a lot of difference....like when you are constantly getting irritated while studying by others[mom especially] or when confronting an irritated child[due to sickness] and its parents or in obg labour rooms where the ever pouring admission [atleast 25-40 new in a 12 hr shift totaling around 60] makes u loose ur cool and frequently usually end up shouting at them.

At the start of my internship last yr i had made a decision..never frustrate out on an ailing patient's kins,a child's parents[from my personal experience] and on a pregnant lady having labour pains [which is equivalent to an amputated finger].Looking back at it now makes me really contended and happy that atleast somewhere i was right for a moment and treated the people the way they deserve.

p.s-

one of my close friends still regrets for shouting at those innocent pregnant ladies.

i loose my cool when it comes to incompetent nurses and ward boys.

saw legend of bagger vance yesterday....nice entertaining watch...[starring Matt damon and Will smith]

pic of the day...

p.s-

this was taken inside NICU...a neonate on phototherapy..

i so miss my paeds postings:(

chennai visit...

chennai visit=hot humid climate+alien langauge+traveller's diarrhoea+tsunami scare+beach visit[which was like a kalasipalya market].......

MAD-ras

>1ok people,50 seats[o:],only 4 centres in India=aiims exam...leaving today to MAD-ras....hope i dont end up being just a burnt chicken there...

just few updates...[am alive]

with aiims exam nearby [this sunday] i shd be totally into books now which unfortunately am not [regret about this every minute]...sometimes i totally loose motivation [also the opposite] and end up watching movies,browsing etc...[almost 31/2 movies in 4 days]

this summer heat is really making me addicted to ice-creams...almost every alternate day i eat one and luckily havent fallen sick yet.[really miss those lollies which i used to have during my school days]

watched Talladega nights yesterday...with Will Ferrell in it as a driver who grows up becoming a driver.Thoroughly enjoyed it [being his fan] with its silly humor and good storyline.

More i read psychiatry the more i think am having hypochondriasis[especially bipolar disorder]....may be am too much into the subj and some self evaluation.

finally have got all my graduation snaps..totally love them and will always cherish that day.Only regret is that i havent taken any snap together with my best friend [since ukg we are together].We were so involved during that event that neither of us realized wht we were missing.

p.s-

remember this classic song of Baba sehgal "dil dhadake"...totally miss those old rappers [apache indian and jazzy B]

a story..

A young boy travelled far from his home to study under a great teacher. When he met the wise old man, his first question was, 'How long will it take me before I am as wise as you?'

"The response came swiftly, 'Five years.'

"'This is a very long time,' the boy replied. 'How about if I

work twice as hard?'

'"Then it will take ten,' said the master.

'"Ten! That's far too long. How about if I studied all day and

well into the night, every night?'

'"Fifteen years,' said the sage.

"'I don't understand,' replied the boy. 'Every time I promise to

devote more energy to my goal, you tell me that it will take longer.

Why?'

'"The answer is simple. With one eye fixed on the destination,

there is only one left to guide you along the journey'"

its an excerpt from Robin sharma's "The monk who sold his ferrari" book and has always been my favuorite when it comes to philosophy.

Quote of the week...

Its not that some people have will power and others dont.Its that some people are ready to change and others are not.-

James Jordon.

p.s-

have a nice weekend!!:)

legal now..

finally,atlast[and after little bit of luck must say] i got my name registered in my state council..tht means am a legally certified doc who can start practising and moreover people from now on can sue me for my misadventures[pretty scared]!....getting this work done itself was a big pain in the ass....extension,getting the duplicate challan and those stupid office people[our collg is a govn one] who make u go around 100 times to get a sign done.

Studying for long hours[though not consistent] has become a routine now...but i still feel internship was better with just work and little bit of academic thing.

Havent watched a single good movie from a month..quite a record for me....waiting for IM2..planning to see this one in big screen[hope this isnt a pseudo-3D like CotTs].

p.s-

spending 3 hrs[council people made me wait till evening so had no other go] alone[!!] in Mcd yest was just too aweful...now half an hour had to buy something to keep myself and those cleaners busy..[empty table here doesnt show tht i havent eaten anything!]

Gudibande visit..

last week  had been to Gudibande...in A.p..4hrs from here...

p.s-

my friend is a CMO there...

a new life...

after grad everything has changed..no more duties,getting up early,rounds or any post duty offs....now i can do wht ever i want provided i compromise on my exam preparations....

-have realized studying for hours is not my thing...those who say they can study14-16 hrs/day r either bluffing[after success many] or are the psycho types.

-friends cant be trusted always...many who say r ur friends stab ur back[too much competition u know!] or like those small beatles eat u inside out.luckily i dont have such kinds

-exercise is a good way to destress urself...went for a jog yest and had never felt so good recently...hope i cont it...

-have to get my name reg in karn council[legally]...quite a long procedure:(

-nothing beats HOUSE...still now its a kickass serial with its trademark sarcasm and medical research.

-have been reading abt the CRPF massacre in the newspapers recently...even after seeing so many deaths @ our hosp i still feel bad for those who die for no reason...all around 80 getting blown away together shows how incapable we[India] are and the disrespect we have for lives of soldiers.

p.s-

recently came across an article where the CAT topper says he used to study just 1hr/day//wtf!!..he expects us to believe this bullcrap!?

Morning after dark

Timbaland-Morning after dark ft kelly,soshy.......

typical timbaland song with 'his' style beats and trademark facial expression[love them]....

confused...

whether to work/join coaching for pg/how to go abt for the pg exam nearby[one month].....anyone out there plz help me?[med people;)]

p.s-

500th post!.

finally...

-finally voted for the 3rd time...BBMP polls...this time no such enthu...voted just for the sake of it.......

-finally will be finishing my internship tomo...had 15 days extension in ENT...actually i enjoyed working there..got to meet some interesting people and moreover it always good to work with ur -juniors[who have just started]..the respect u get from them is just overwhelming sometimes:)).........

-after 11 long yrs meeting some of my school[7th std] friends today....really excited and looking forward to it...

-have decided to frame atleast my grad snap...after going through my private pic blog have realized that snaps do matter a lot and really help in reliving ur old life again....

p.s-

this steth[worlds cheapest;)] has been my companion throughout my internship.......

RCB !..am coming

finally..its time to watch the IPL 3.0 live...RCB vs CSK @ 8pm......!!

things i miss..

finally with the internship coming to an end [not counting the extension in ENT am doing] i would like to highlight the things which i think i liked and would miss from now on...

1-stipend-this may sound weird but frankly this is the thing i will miss the most..financially it helped and hope from now on i need not work part time till i get into a pg...

2-post duty brkfast-after 24 hrs duty this was the silver lining i was looking forward to each morning[post duty]..nothing more cherishing than a good brky[with coffee] on a post duty morning..will surely miss it [more so since most of the times pgs used to pay for it:P]

3-sisters-will miss those v rare cute sisters whom i worked with and were my good friends....

4-seminar perks-only reason we interns used to attend those boring post lunch seminars was the perk we used to get there-a simple tea/coffee and some snacks [and also a way to escape from ur ward work]

5-free samples-sometimes its tht more than the patients its the medical reps[MRs] who pester u with their products and medicines....we used to get a lot of such samples[most of which i never used] and sometimes even movie tickets!!

p.s-

thts our official pullover of the passing out batch...[brugandi color]...

graduation...

,finally having the degree....

D day

finally D day has arrived...finally graduating today....

dance,dance,dance...

yesterday we had our class socials [much like pre-graduation party without alcohol].After so many months [almost one yr] i got to meet many of my classmates whom i really missed during my internship.Rather than a simple get together it was more of a pre-graduation farewell party where we gad everything-a formal function,a trip down the memory line in the form of pics and in the end when we all by ourselves we ate,drank,talked[gossiped] and danced together.